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Love sick

 I don’t know how love feels. I don’t know what it’s supposed to feel like I just know how I feel and I don’t feel like I love anyone but my son. I’m in love with Chris Brown to an insane degree and I just went to my first Chris Brown concert it was quite the experience six hours of absolute bliss. I would do it over and over and over again. I have been in love with him since I was three years old before he made music and went into his career I met him at a school in Jamaica. He introduced himself to me as Christopher Maurice Brown. I never knew that my love for him would grow into an obsession. I don’t know how he ended up In Jamaica or why he was going to mineral Heights primary school, but that is where I met Christopher Maurice Brown. I have followed his career throughout his entire life, and when he became famous, I was the first to cheer him on I’m not familiar with a lot of his mixed tapes and I wish I was but at the end of the day I am extremely excited about his progress i...

Blinding Light

You ever just stood under bad lighting and had to walk through some dark paths to appreciate some good times. Yea that’s where I am right now ow between somewhere dead and alive somewhere out in the distant universe my dead flies are counting down the day they get to come over. I talk about random things, but above all I explain my experience is here on earth. Let me begin to tell you the story about how Boston covered up my sexual assault with mental illness and forced me to comply by taking away my son from me. That’s pretty much the story, a plot to take my kid away from me by way of hospitalize me out of my sanity , the only thing they were able to diagnose was that I am insanely in love with Christopher Brown. someone would like to say that it worked something. It’s just a hoax, but either way he won, 1 custody of my beautiful baby boy, but still allows me to see him on weekends. I get supervised visitations. It’s been going great. I like this routine. I get to see my child. The c...