Chronicles Of Chiney B

 I'm bad at love, i'll probably always be i don't take emotions seriously crying looks weird but is super necessary  i'm bad at love because i wont remember dates like anniversary that make it special.  i'm bad at love because when i watch you play im still too afraid to say your name out loud i'm bad at love but you say you love me tho so i must be on a roll they say im bad at love because i always tell them about the herpes at the wrong second. was that a confession? yea i confess  caught it on vacation in the middle  of the  ocean. i'm bad at love because i have to share you with god. along with all my past transgressions  i'm bad at love because i always want more. i'm bad at love ill probably always be what is love, if you're not here no more?                                                 Sincerely        ...

  Position My position on Crumbled ground   A home I await, no more curses upon my body Memories of our mind kisses and conversations shattered somewhere amongst the galaxy My position in your life uncertain   As you carry feeling for your Vixen A story I was never told   My heart shaking from the carnage that awaits   Loving you Damage You could do damage An Aquarian heart My greatest possession   Memories fill my mind of your tongue upon my neck Coming back to you was like a spell being broken from ages past, your grasp I cannot escape Not that I ever want to Some Magic I dare not to dabble My first Prince looks on with longing eyes His jealousy fuels him My Crown he envies, a thirst for King I don’t want to be a fool, falling for an act Playing my role in your lonely Show A love I can only feel in the depths of my heart A Solemn “Hi” strikes frustration in me A bitter past I long to forget Just one “Stroke” enough to forget A song I’ve never made plays i...

Mi Maujek I never got over you,   your hand between my thigh, pussy conversation who’d a thought of that? Buried in the crevices of my womb lies the recipe for love I love you Blurred images of the perfect world won’t replace what the heart longs for US I’ve thought of the scenario over and over again it all ends the same way Me and you I long to feel your lips against mine Again I yearn for your hands upon mine again Over under Until it hurts, only then will I let you go And even then I’d stay Promise me it won’t be that way We still hold hands in our heads I miss you My whole life I Imagined being your wife, maybe it was just a childhood fantasy   I want it to become real so bad it hurts being away from you In your arms I find refuge You are my, Everything Gods wish for me, he told us but some how we got swooped up in this tornado of life My heart yearns for your loving Mi Maujek, I surrender to you There is still no man I’d rather be with than you ...

Never have I Ever Never have I ever loved another so Your music I find myself lost in my mind awaiting the day I’ll be good enough to be your muse. Forced to be a mother for every man that tries to steal my apartment Grown physically, but not yet a man It’s a man I seek One who allows me to fall comfortably into his Bosom Independent woman I’ve been for far too much of my existence on this earth   “Gold Digger” they scream Of what sorts, I question a Queen can’t even ask her king for support Blasphemy, has this world gone Madd Normal people labeled as Bipolar to suit their abusers This world is out of sorts, who will help to return order Women are working to support men Wages unequal, when will equality ever be more than just a word? Is it an Apartment you seek Or is it love Money, sex, love Unfortunately for me, there’s been no drugs I never know when I’ll fall victim to someone else’s lies and end up back in the system A waiting game I play again for the 15th time in 4 years It’s...