Typical

Look at you again, diving into your ungratefulness. The world is finally reading your story. Yet you sit here unamused by all that you have accomplished in this life. You released your first album “BrittanVille” and yet you haven’t said congratulations to yourself, but here you are wondering if anyone will even want you years from now. I wanted my own space so bad, but that was never part of my plan. Who am I to ask God in what way he will bless my life, all that matters is, the blessing is received, right? The beautiful man didn’t Waltz into my town like I thought he would with a beautiful number in hand. Instead, he danced across my TV screen, with butt bigger than I could imagine. And dance moves that I could never imitate. If that was my biggest fear, I didn’t hear about it, at least, but he certainly made some sensational videos. Whether he is complementing himself or complementing a woman either way it was Sensational. Some performers perform, and they’re not as memorable as others, a video is more than a performance. It’s a rehearsal of people in a place commonly recognized as work Nonetheless should be appreciated. My eyes have suddenly shifted to a taller figure, now I am the one with the problem. Eyes for too many when a heart just wants one. Do I let my fingertips lead the way. Now this question of how to get verified I should be a political figure by this point all my suggestions to the president. I submitted a job application which I have yet to hear back about it I guess, you could say I’ve been under surveillance wondering when I’ll get that rejection letter? 

I’d be amused if it never comes because I know I deserve far more however, my mind remains impatient. Maybe there was an I before my name, impatient, Brittania.