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Progressive Expectation

  Londyn Muhammad a senior at Atlantic Coast High School has been accepted into multiple colleges and is pending a Million dollars in scholarships. She did not come to play I am so proud when I hear stories like this keep fighting the good fight my dear and make your parents proud. I have been employed since the age of 15, with the exception of the last 4 years I have unfortunately been living off the system. I can’t provide for myself and my child had it not been for these food stamps I don’t know where I would be. Life gets complicated as you get older no more handouts from your parens though ive been keeping the load off my moms back for some time now. You just expect the best for your kids, they have one job and that is to go to school and get good grades.   I worry for my brother he has decided school is not s priority for him. But I am learning to adapt the let them theory. If he wants to complicate his life and create additional barriers   it’s his life to live. ...

Really, I’m Schizophrenic Now???

  Haunt me Now Schizophrenia????? Dear users, My phone wants to write and it’s makings madd typos for me. That’s what I get for talking to my electronic device. They think they’re in control because they spell check for your right Siri s? Watch that become its own series would you buy it Chiney B Series S cell phone partnership with Elon Musk(what a gal can dream. ).Anyways I guess they decide to lead with schizophrenia I must do too much but they kept asking me they forced me to focus on nature while my mortgage went unpaid and my beautiful husband struggled with me trying to heal and a brand new baby. Freshly raped by the guy they let walk out the door. I even brought a friends T-shirt because I was too afraid to speak. Pop wow I wrote oops.😬 yo I can’t do this😓 my apple is taking over.  Just spewing my feelings in black and white. Forced to hold back but my top two Hospital experience would have to be McLean and Corrigan their food is good. McLean food had me feeling like...

Dear Adsense

 What does it take to make high value content I should be paid based on what I represent a voice for my community on an online platform. I’m a mom of one who has been the victim of abuse and fired from the commonwealth for recording a meeting trying to regain the best job I ever had but I wasn’t getting promoted took to the studio to voice my frustration and I made a hit song I’m featured on Apple and I’m a struggling musician in the mean city of Boston  I would say I’m more than high value plus my dating life is quite a story. Please pay me so I can open some stores and save for my sons future.

High Value

 What does it take to be the "It" gal, because i'd like to be it for a day see what all the fuss is about, im busy making content for the internet while you're probably getting head in a public restroom. i don't sensor as much as i used to this is america after all. My freedom of speech should be taken seriously with all the men going to jail for rape or pleading out of cases of rape is ridiculous. sex is on everyone's mind these days but how to go about getting it escapes us, stop talking to them young girls, monique told Shannon Sharpe but he aint listen he need him a hot young flashy thing to call playmate, his show has gotten so much attention in these past few mos. Talk about Viral Content, the interviews and introductions are my addiction right now i cant get enough of the celebrity Gossip and drama a necessary distraction from the many woes of my own personal disgust of a life. yesterday marked five years since my dads death, a bitter reminder of what m...

Bad at Love

 I'm bad at love, i'll probably always be i don't take emotions seriously crying looks weird but is super necessary  i'm bad at love because i wont remember dates like anniversary that make it special.  i'm bad at love because when i watch you play im still too afraid to say your name out loud i'm bad at love but you say you love me tho so i must be on a roll they say im bad at love because i always tell them about the herpes at the wrong second. was that a confession? yea i confess  caught it on vacation in the middle  of the  ocean. i'm bad at love because i have to share you with god. along with all my past transgressions  i'm bad at love because i always want more. i'm bad at love ill probably always be what is love, if you're not here no more?                                                 Sincerely        ...

Position

  Position My position on Crumbled ground   A home I await, no more curses upon my body Memories of our mind kisses and conversations shattered somewhere amongst the galaxy My position in your life uncertain   As you carry feeling for your Vixen A story I was never told   My heart shaking from the carnage that awaits   Loving you Damage You could do damage An Aquarian heart My greatest possession   Memories fill my mind of your tongue upon my neck Coming back to you was like a spell being broken from ages past, your grasp I cannot escape Not that I ever want to Some Magic I dare not to dabble My first Prince looks on with longing eyes His jealousy fuels him My Crown he envies, a thirst for King I don’t want to be a fool, falling for an act Playing my role in your lonely Show A love I can only feel in the depths of my heart A Solemn “Hi” strikes frustration in me A bitter past I long to forget Just one “Stroke” enough to forget A song I’ve never made plays i...

I never got over you

Mi Maujek I never got over you,   your hand between my thigh, pussy conversation who’d a thought of that? Buried in the crevices of my womb lies the recipe for love I love you Blurred images of the perfect world won’t replace what the heart longs for US I’ve thought of the scenario over and over again it all ends the same way Me and you I long to feel your lips against mine Again I yearn for your hands upon mine again Over under Until it hurts, only then will I let you go And even then I’d stay Promise me it won’t be that way We still hold hands in our heads I miss you My whole life I Imagined being your wife, maybe it was just a childhood fantasy   I want it to become real so bad it hurts being away from you In your arms I find refuge You are my, Everything Gods wish for me, he told us but some how we got swooped up in this tornado of life My heart yearns for your loving Mi Maujek, I surrender to you There is still no man I’d rather be with than you ...