Chronicles Of Chiney B

  I love you Maujek You are everything I’ve desired in this world. Your kisses upon my skin like sun setting on a tropical island Without hesitation Yes, I love you Rumors have us both aching Wondering if our choice to love each other was a   Mistake My hands long to feel yours Your fingers I adore Your touch upon my ne kno haven’t felt in 27 years I’ve searched to find hands as comforting as yours but none Think we could be made for each other There’s no better puzzle than you and I I love you Errrr Still Needs Work

  My body is laden with thoughts of you They may turn to tatoos soon Like a ladle filled with fine soup   I pour my bowl filled with delicious soup I’m Jamaican but my mind craves the comfort of viet soup.   For my husband a bowl I pour Vegetable soup for the soul He’s delicious in every way The way his hair curls atop his head,   Where are you my future husband A response I cannot find the way his teeth sit perfectly inside his mouth His voice I long to hear Who’d have thought   from childish play to natures way   he would come to be this famous May Mommas been going through things My heart aches for my child at play School starts soon A battle I’m afraid I won’t win The battle between me and my x has yet to settle. My womb aches for the journey ahead Another sip of comfort soup to quench my souls dismay. For tools of the heart, I do not play.

  I can tell some things have changed You’re not loving me the same Hot off the press,   she’s going through some mess Read all about it Tell me what you got   Cause your not loving me the same Going through so many changes   The world seems to laugh at me Love notes for the uptake.   These SSRI previous Dopamine from being reuptake so it increases the dopamine so you have the feel good chemical.

  Dream Tossing and turning in my sleep at nights Bed too small there’s no way to spread my wings I’m lonely on this cold nights wanting your body on mine Your bed is warm with bodies to keep you company all through the night What a dream it is to be yours I can’t see you but I feel you only in my mind Is it real? Everyone is looking for that place New Girlfriend   A title I was dying to Embrace WE was romantic from the flowers I sent you The video left me on the floor in full fledge panic Whisper from her, “Turn down my song” Girls getting catty Flirt with me some Mo Mau Imma curl up in this sheets and wish my tears away this is only the beginning   What a dream it is to be yours Is it real?

  Won’t you stay I hope you haven’t decided to leave   For I’ve come to stay I hope those words won’t alarm you His jealousy won’t make me enjoy my son His heart you must quell Kiss kiss upon your lips It’s just sex with you until   My baby comes home Won’t you, come home… This night saddens me bitterly A loneliness has beheld me so much It’s no normal thing is it a spell? The cursor I have found Another lonely maiden   I want to taste your name upon my lips I’m so attracted to you this is no normal love I only have eyes for you He frolics freely about While I’m trapped in this dungeon of minds All these minds All this time All these things on my mind A loving time to have you on my mind . . . Won’t you mind your business, I’ve got feelings here

  I waited my whole life to be by your side. I’m afraid of the unknown The life I’ve known has been limited We only get one, unless…. That’s complicated and I don’t know what your beliefs are What would us even look like I’m driven by my pain Stuck in uncomfortable situations for years Forced to be silent The truth always comes out they say Eventually   When is eventually going to come I find solace in your music I’m afraid it’s going to change You’re my escape from reality   In your mind I retreat That thing I despise so much Why am I so insecure Skip skotch top di lot Babe, your all I got. I’m afraid to call this place home Family is starting to feel like strangers   Do we just excuse   “I didn’t knows” and accept “Ill intented “I’m sorrys” How long do we allow life to just carry us before we grab it by the horn and Steer. You tried to paint me “Black” A thing in your genetics that we all seek to Eliminate When do we ever just “Accept” He’s uncomfortable in hi...

  Dear Christopher,   I know I always struggle to pronounce your name. Maybe that’s a sign that I’m not a good match for you. After all. Williams was even harder. We got so caught up on Christoph that you adopted it. No one ever pronounces it that way I like, my name not yours now. But I love the way you say it slightly like a secret.   When will our Wedding Date be? I’d love to be your woman. But it is your name you have a right, to have it said the way you Like. Back to your name again. For me There will always be a Christoph and Brittan, Even if the two will take a while to be. But secret I don’t like. Only got to spend one day with you by the stairway and I know you would’ve been intrigued by the feeling of sex upon your dick. I’d told this secret for so many years that I burst the seal and everything came bursting   out..I could finally tell the truth I love Christopher so much. I had fallen in love with you in mind before I even met you. I knew that you were sp...