Chronicles Of Chiney B

There’s no place like home and finally being able to settle into your home after weeks of searching and designing the perfect home in your head and finally finding one that meets all of your expectations and some virtually impossible, but some people are just lucky. Then there’s the renovation if necessary, and decor. It’s one thing to live in a space that someone else has designed for you but designing your own home there is nothing like it. After all, the home buying process is a ladies choice isn’t it. It’s always about finding a home to make that special someone happy. At least so I thought. Home preparation and the agonizing feeling of the home buying process is and will always be an experience to remember, I just pray one day I’ll have a home again, or be able to help other people build and create homes.   Personally I hope everyone has the chance to experience the home buying process I knew it was going to happen for me just not in the way it did. As I watch Simeon Panda and...

  Today is a beautiful day at least on the outside. Tomorrow hopefully will be better than today, I definitely woke up on the wrong side so frustrated at my circumstances in this life. Everyone just seems to want money we’re giving them everything they want by destroying other peoples lives. I’ve open multiple bank accounts now. but Peter stole all of my bank account information out of my valuables folder along with a bunch of other important documents. So as far as I’m concerned they probably took the money out of my account and closed it, I don’t even know. Everything I have was placed in the basement of his house. When I finally was able to get a storage unit I went back to get everything he told me everything was gone, taken by my mom when I went to my mom to confirm she said I didn’t take anything. Not only that she couldn’t gain access to the garage. So now I’m stuck between he’s a liar and she’s a liar. Anyways. They placed me on medication here at the hospital after finally...

Personally I am not a fan of hospitalizations nor do I enjoy frequenting the hospital. However since I am married an incompetent Asian, let’s not forget the part Mexican, my life has been a complete disaster. Now I am uncertain if the doctors here have ever read any of my blog posts my articles are quite concise not to mention the fact that a few of my articles have already been removed from the Internet however I think that is a testament to my thought process and my ability to comprehend and interpret. I don’t really want to get into stale stories however I find myself having to repeat myself over and over and over again and no one wants wants to be stuck in the past when there’s so much future and present to be lived. When I moved to Boston I was extremely excited because it was not the south I am aware of the systematic oppression that occurs in the south and I made sure to educate myself on things that has happened to other African Americans. When I first came to America I was qui...

  I have officially ran out of business cards. If you have received one of my business cards it means there’s something about you that I find of value. I would love to get to know you so that we can make some very important decisions in this world. You only get one life. It is always worth living no matter how terrible it feels in the moment. These last few years BRW LYNX CO had spent time establishing itself. It had been an absolute journey. One business card is worth a lot consider it like Monopoly money. Now this is where things get interesting. Please write me a proposal nothing major, something quite simple on how you would like to network and support me, my family and our organization.  You can donate through Bank of America. I have a few accounts there both personal and business. Any nomination is acceptable, thank you! I came from Jamaica 21 years ago and would love to plan some group excursions back to my home country, if you would like to be a part of this travel gro...

  Line 39 How does one make it in a country where your always reminded your “Black”. I personally prefer Jamaican, black makes me feel too dark. Like why are you forcing me to accept something I’m not. Have you ever seen obsidian now that’s black. I’d be careful how you refer to people or maybe it’s just a white thang that the Asians adopted so that they can remind us that they're in charge. But who’s really in control, god wins every time doesn’t he.  I guess you didn’t know your child could speak huh, must be a black thing (no, kids talk) . Guess I’m stuck on rewind. But I talk to him in a different way. I have to hold his hands at night so that he knows I’m still here my babies filled with fear. “Your black and I can make you Disappear.”Whispered in my ear at nights, at least i said it while you slept.  Sometimes I wish you’d vanish in thin air who’d a thought the guy I met at 6 would turn into my worst nightmare. It’d be a sin to be forced to stay with someone like yo...

So this all happened. It took you one year to report what happened. I’m sorry if you feel like I failed you. Trust is hard to establish especially for black people. So do I sound like someone you’d like to connect too? I apologize if I might be too depressed for you but I’ve been through a few things I guess my trauma came later in life. Please can you give me my bra so I can feel more comfortable. Frankly I don’t like when they hang I’m a mother now, after all. I remember when I was young and the girls used to make fun of me because I had no bra and dressed like a boy. I guess I could understand why they thought I was a lesbian. But honestly I just wore what I was given I didn’t really have a choice. Thank god you still have beautiful perky female breast that sit high on your chest one day you’ll be like the rest of us low hangers. I assure it won’t be as funny but nontheless laugh. Just make sure you never make fun of the people who are less fortunate. I never do but they’ll never be...

  Anyways my cousin keeps pouring acid on herself I wonder when she’ll figure it out. I guess where feeling slightly uncomfortable now. Living in a house with Psychos. Well I guess they always said females are crazy. Go back upstairs she says, I haven’t even made it down the stairs yet.     As my hair gets tighter I guess hear pulling really is a girls thing. Must have learned a new word today. Return all sensation that I’ve felt for the last 5 minutes to the people it deserves to go to. She tried to pour acid on your daughter, guess I’m always the one who tries to protect the children.     Does that automatically make me mom? Idk if I could be a babysitter that takes a lot of patience. Who does that to kids. Yea truth is you did it to yourself then pray to god for “forgiveness”. What if some things could not be forgiven, I guess god forgives but you don’t have to, at least not now. We have to learn to defend ourselves. Apparently Psychos like to kill.   ...